All Alone....

As I mentioned previously, Ryan took the GMAT a few weeks ago, sent in his application and had an interview this afternoon with an admissions director. He sent me a text message after his interview stating, "If I get in, it is going to be a very busy 2 years." I panicked. While I am so proud of Ryan and how hard he has worked it made me nervous for him to say that. For him to say it's going to be a very busy 2 years means that is a lot more work than he or I expected. While I know Ryan will be up to the challenge and will succeed, I'm a little nervous for myself.

Yes, I know this is selfish but I am going to have a hard time with him going back to school if he gets in. I can't imagine him going to work, attending class in the evenings and then studying in his spare time. When are we ever going to hang out??

Ryan attended a function at the campus this evening and has not been home since this morning. I think I got a taste of what it will be like with him being gone all the time. So, what have I been doing this evening? Well since I got home from work I have cleaned the house, played fetch with Bennett, ate a lean cuisine and now I'm drinking some vino while waiting for Grey's to come on. Did I mention that Bennett is bugging the crap out of me? He is constantly barking at me and wanting in and out of the backyard. This is why I am nervous. What is going to happen if Ryan is gone almost every evening and leaves me alone?? Let's see...

1. I could be super skinny from only consuming lean cuisines
2. Bennett may drive me insane
3. They may run out of Black Box at Kroger

I think I am going to need a new hobby. Any suggestions???